WoW.....I am at a loss of words!
I have noticed a few of clothes fitting really tight around the belly and butt area ( a little tighter then normal), so I was like wth is going on. Well i brought out my handy dandy scale, and was in complete shock on how much I weigh. I stepped of the scale and weighed myself again, as it was the same number. I stepped of and stood there in disbelief. I cannot weight that much i thought to myself, so i got back on the scale, and yup......it was indeed how much I weighed. I am at 201 pounds. This is by far the biggest I have ever been. Every body says you don't look like it, your tall so the fat has plenty of places to go. Well, at the end of the day I am the one that has to deal with this, and yes I am tall, but that still doesn't stop me from feeling fat and disgusting. I have always been thin, even after having my first 3 children. After, my fourth child is when I packed on the pounds. I am still on a state of dismay about how much I weigh. It is now time to change it befo